Depression has reached it's peak.
These words that come out of your mouth, is it jealousy? Is it hate? Let me know now before it is too late. There's a big beautiful world out there beyond the door of living. I'm sorry, I have nothing worth giving.
I want this to be the end of me, the end of my pain, the end of what I'm going to be, the end of my shame. When this is all over no one will know my name. I am standing before the world stripped of my pride because those who I trusted had lied.
I am naked. I am showing my scars, my bruises, my imperfections and flaws. I'll let you sink your claws in even more. I'm leaving now, there's the door, I've tried to do this many times before finally the time has come and the taste of blood i adore.