"You left me and that sucks but you know what sucks more? I gave you every single piece of me and you still left. I found myself crying over you last night, Wishing for death to come take me so I don't have to feel anymore. It made me sick when I found myself crying over you, you broke me, my heart and took my soul with you when you left. I believed you when you promised never to leave me, such a fool I was to think those words to be true, When I woke up this morning I tried to end it all, I tried to cut deep enough that I no longer felt the pain, but found I could not bring myself to do it. I loved you with everything I have and had, I still dream about you and though it saddens me I still cry over you and I still miss your kiss, your touch, your words. They soothed me and made me happy. But you ran away and took my happiness away and left me bitter and cold and the only question I have left on my mind is "Will I wake on the morrow and choose to live or die" Damn you and damn myself for believing everything you said and promised me.Wild hunt take you"


"I may be broken my soul maybe black as sin my heart may no longer feel whole but by the gods I still LIVE and I will go on. There is nothing in this universe that will stop me from doing so. I will continue to live and go on and in time heal. My heart will be whole again one day and my soul will be cleansed. I will cry out my pain and I will cut away the hate." Self loathing never helped anybody.