I got a job. After a month of searching finally got one. Its only mcdonalds, but you know what its a job that I really need and really want. I started this past Sunday and its awesome! I worked there like six, seven years ago when I was younger and before I had a family. Its been that long since I have worked period actually. Being bored here at home all the time I thought it was the best time to go back to work since Nathaniel is in school and I really have no reason to sit here at home all the time. So I finally got one. Everything just kind of came back like riding a bike. I was told that I literally kicked ass my first day and I met some really cool people. I am staying out of drama and just focusing on doing a good job so I can move up as soon as I can. I think I did great! Plus this is a huge step for me in so many ways. I am bipolar like most of you know and it has hindered me being able to work in the past. So now after four years of that diagnosis and hard work on myself I have finally come to the point where I can work and keep a job and not freak out. I am so proud of myself and I am just excited about what this means not only for my family (David doesn't have to provide everything for once) but also for me as a woman. I will have my own money and be able to buy new clothes and make up and save up for my own car and also can save up money to go back to college and finish my business degree. I am just so excited because this is the first step to achieving all of my personal goals and dreams about my store and spa that I want to have. So things are going great and I am just so hopeful about everything. I couldn't have done it without all the support of my dear friends that I have made here. Thank you all so much and know that I love you all!