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24
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Female |
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Canada |
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Bisexual |
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Married |
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White/Caucasian |
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soul_shadow
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I come across to some people as cold, distant, abrasive, arrogant and am no stranger to the label "bitch" . I'm also known as a walking contradiction though and once someone gets to know me they realize I'm actually one of the most caring and loving people they're likely to meet.
I'm intelligent, passionate, intense and extremely curious, interested in a multitude of subjects. I love running on adrenaline and can be enthusiastic, energetic and adventurous. I happen to be completely dysfunctional as well. I'm moody and unstable. I do everything in bursts and actually get bored rather easily. I hate routine. Ironically, I'm also extremely detail oriented and a perfectionist who frequently looses sight of the bigger picture. I'm overly analytical and think way too damn much for my own good, but my emotions are really my ruler. I seem to be unable to do without extremes of emotion. In most of my past I had largely experienced only the painful, unpleasant end of the spectrum. However in the last last 2 years or so I have had some reprieve from that and I now have replaced scorn for happiness and bliss with appreciation for those moments, as alien and awkward as they felt in the beginning. This has not changed my entire disposition though or my attraction to the darker aspects of life or the erotic overtones it all seems to exude. My nature will never change in that regard.
In general I'm pretty choosy about my company. I have no patience for stupidity, extreme vanity, falseness or dishonesty and I don't like to waste my time. I would rather spend time alone than with someone I don't really like. I prefer to interact one-on-one with people. Humanity as a whole tends to disgust me. When I do find someone I genuinely like though I am very loyal and prefer to spend much of my time with them. Maybe this is why I don't usually have many friends at a time. I'd rather throw all of my eggs in one basket - fuck the risks. Love is the most important aspect of life to me. Existence is meaningless without it. I hate to see people in pain because they are lonely or love twisted and abused.
I prefer writing to speaking. I'm not much of a conversationalist, especially with those I don't know very well. However I do love intense conversations and banter when it feels natural and comfortable.
Love me or hate me, I'll probably drive you crazy.
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Absalom |
12 December 2009 10:40 PM |
| 49, Male, United States |
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