my name is Aaron.
i haven't a story for my past that i wish to share right now.
i be a poet
i be an outcast
i have no place to belong
the walls of my mind bleed with dark red
my heart has turned pitch black
the tunnel of darkness drags on
i bare a curse of irony impure
i wield a heart to love but no one to give it to
time and time again i find myself locked and hiding in the corner
i hide from the monster i am
i am a freak
nothing more to say
i grew up in a city of whores
im insane to not want to have an std here
girls compete for pregnacy
guys compete for whores
i am different i hate it here
trust no one
believe in nothing
everyone is the same
i hate who i am
i hate what i have become
ask me now about my life and i will say
i am nothing more than a waste of space
i dont share my drama
it is my burden and i wont burden you with my problems
i will talk if you want me to but it'll be hollow for me
the scavengers in the sky wait
for it is only a matter in time when i go
my rope is short and getting shorter
time and time again i have thought it out
to see the other side of death
i have family id lose and thats my only reason to stay
nothing else holds me here
nothing else matters to me
if you asked me where i stood
asked me where females, and males stood id say
females divine angelic beings from venus, diana, athena, and isis, are to be worshipped and obeyed, females stand high above all, many have a devil on their shoulders and though they dont desreve many things i am a servant but not for sexual deeds. males are demons and shit i trust none of them and hate many of them. mostly because of my past.
i stand at the lowest possible point, my life is nothing more than to take as much pain from the world as i can to survive and never die, my purpose is to make others happy when i am miserable. my burden is to take the pain and give off happiness. like a flower taking in dioxide i take in the hate, like a tree giving off oxygen i give off happiness to those that need it mostly to the daughters of the goddess but i am not a sexual person, just bipolar euphoric misery incarnate that is all i am all i will be all i ever was. i am nothing more than dead inside, and a toy to all.................

Thank you for the request!!!!

to fade into the darkness is my fate
to return home to the dark of which i was spawnd
a hell bent cursed life from the start
and the only weakness i have is my heart
people build it up only to tare me down
what good is having one when all you feel is a burning pain