Why did you leave me?
Why did you have to depart?
Why did you leave me crying?
I'm bleeding profusely
And have been left without a heart
You've taken it and left
Why did you have to go?
You have rejected my friendship
But in my heart, I know:
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I will always be there, waiting for you.
And for every day
And for all of time
I may not be your friend
But you will ALWAYS be mine.
Warning: The following video may be considered by some to be sickeningly cute. The reason I have posted it here is because everytime I watch it, I think of a specific vampire.
ALL ABOUT ME:
I've been through my share of break-ups and heartbreaks.. But now I am STRONG and I will never be broken again.
I am a Buddhist and a Pagan, and I am one of the most random people that you will EVER meet. My favorite colors are light pink, lime green, almost every shade of blue, light purple, and black.. Crimson would be on that list too, but it makes me hungry.
I am Pansexual. For those who do not know, that means I believe that when you fall in love it shouldn't matter whether the other person has a penis or not. I am, for the most part, straight.. although i've always wondered what it would be like to have sex with a guy and another girl at the same time..
I just found out yesterday who my father was in a previous lifetime.. No body will ever be able to guess who it is... lol
Music is my life and my favorite band is Evanescence. I also like Marilyn Manson, System Of A Down, William Control, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, the Backstreet Boys, Charlotte Church, Eminem, ICP, and TLC. I love all genres of music, with the only exceptions being christian and country (aside from a little Taylor Swift)... If i can get back my house, my kids, my car, and my dog just by rewinding the song then i don't want to listen to that honky-tonk song.
In case you haven't already noticed, I have a bit of an obsession with angels and faeries.... And anime... lol
I love vampire movies.. Espescially ones that include Dracula as one of the characters.. My favorite movies are A Vampire in Brooklyn(starring Eddie Murphy) and Bram Stoker's Dracula.
I love the Gummy Bear, Venetian Princess, and Crazy Frog
Questions I've been asked about myself
Q: If you could travel back to any time, where would you go?
Q: What would your ideal birthday party be like?
A: Just me and my friends, my mom, Tori-gohan(a japanese soup), mint chocolate chip ice cream, a carrot cake, and watermelon Schnapps.
Q: If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?
A: Pull pranks on random people in public.
Q: Who is your hero?
A: My grandma
Q: How would you define success?
A: Success is how you rise after falling.
Q: How would you explain love to somebody who had never heard of it before?
A: Love is when you feel so strongly about someone that you would do anything to make that person happy... even if that means that you will never get to see them again.
Q: If you had a time machine, what time and place in the future or the past would you go to first?
A: I would go back to Camelot to meet King Arthur and the Knights.
Q: Do you think it's OK to have multiple sex partners?
A: Yeah, if they all know about each other and they're all okay with it.
Q: What is your greatest regret?
A: The fact that i sometimes don't know when to keep my mouth shut..
Q: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
A: My physical appearance from head to toe.
Q: Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
A: Yes. Good things happen to good people because they deserve good things. Bad things happen to good people because they need to be shown just how strong they are.
Q: Is there anything about your body that people would only know if they saw you naked?
A: I have 4 scars from when i had my gallbladder taken out.. 1 of them is shaped like a mouth.
Q: What is your idea of a good conversation?
A: To me, a good conversation is when we can talk without me thinking to myself "What do you have up your ass that makes you so angry?". A great conversation is when we can talk without me thinking "You are such an idiot".
Q: If you could have any pet, what would it be?
A: A purple Fire-breathing Pegacorn that can speak English and Japanese and turn itself and anyone touching it invisible at will.
Q: If you won the lottery, what's the first thing you would buy?
A: A ginormous house for me and my family.
Q: If your home was on fire and you could only grab one possession before running out the door, what would you grab?
A: Depends on if I have money or not and whether or not animals count as possessions.
Q: What's the most expensive thing you've ever bought?
A: MP3 player from Family Dollar.. $20 plus tax.
Q: What's your favorite song?
A: Wanted by Vanessa Carlton
Q: Do you believe in the death penalty?
A: Yes. but i also believe that if there's video evidence or a confession linking the person to the murder, it should be perfectly legal for a cop to shoot that person executioner style(in the head) on sight.
Q: Do you believe that aliens have ever visited Earth?
A: I believe that they have lived among us for so long and adapted so well that we can't even tell the difference between them and ourselves... And they had something to do with Stonehenge and the Pyramids.
Q: Which member of your family are you closest to?
A: My mother
Q: What do you daydream about?
A: Hot lesbian sex orgies with wine coolers and hot fudge sundaes
Q: What's the best thing that has happened to you lately?
A: I found out that I have a grandma who's a queen. Now I feel like Princess Mia..
Q: Would you sacrifice someone else's life for your own?
A: It depends on who it is.
Q: Would you sleep with someone for 10 million dollars?
A: It depends on who it is.
Q: What's the most daring thing you've ever done?
A: Run naked through the street with a gun screaming "I WILL NOT BE SILENCED!!! I WILL NOT BE SILENCED!!" Oh, wait.. That was just a dream.
Man you are cold, literally. You can freeze almost anything instantly! When you get pissed everyone around you can feel the temperature drop. Your powers are truly great and with the ability to freeze over a lake in under second who can argue?
Your dreams are very vivid and clear. You see alot of symbols and easily remember them. They often come true! This is an amazing gift! If I were you I would buy a dream dictionary or look one up online to find out what the symbols mean. This means you are really connected to your third eye and the things that happen around you.
Very common, but fun! Moving objects with your mind, what's more fun? Of course, you probably developed this power during a time when you were extremely depressed or something terrible happened, but you're okay now, right?..right..? Don't hurt me!
Wiccan is all spiritual, soul-like and natural. You believe in the God and Goddess and the element Gods. In this religion, you can practice magickal spells, such a witchcraft and worship nature. Being Wiccan is not being evil or worshipping Satan. It's all about nature, magick, spirit, the soul and meditation. Being Wiccan is a pretty peaceful religion that is exciting and meditating for anyone. The elements are Earth, Fire, Water, Air, Light.
You are a witch. You love the idea of being able to control peoples emotions and being. You must enjoy the idea of having multiple gods and goddesses where women are renowned over all other beings. You also must be very intelligent or like intelligence.
You are a mortal thats been chosen to be a vampire...now that your destiny is set it will be a while till you finally become vampire. Just wait to be a victim and you will survive, but you will be craving blood.
You are like me, your not afraid of night, you are perfect for a vampire, you love blood and sleeping in coffins. You have the nerve to kill, you can be immortal, though you think that it's a curse but it's a gift.Welcome to the kingdom of the damned
No garlic for you! The vampire label is something you can really sink your teeth into. In your everyday life, you're very quiet and mysterious, but also a bit sly and calculating. People are wary of you because they don't know what your deal is since you keep it on the down low, but they also are drawn to you for the same reasons, which is why you have so many romantic conquests. You up for a little necking this Halloween?
Life eternal is great, but love eternal is even better. You are on the life long search for your soul mate. You know the person who makes forever seem a like heaven instead of a curse. You are a passionate beast who knows that eternal life is only worthwhile if you can spend it wit the person you love. Congratulations! Now you need to find that person who is going to bring light to your eternal midnight. Get out there and start looking. Don't worry if you don't find what you're looking for immediately. You have eternity to search.
You're bright and spirited. Though you see all, you do not lord this over everyone. You understand your own faults, perhaps better than anyone else around you and you are not ashamed to admit when you are wrong. This makes you a great person to have by your side in good times and bad. While your exuberance can get a little annoying at times, we know you only do things with the very best intentions at heart.
You are a vampiress the idea of stalking and picking someone out excites you! You hate the sun and prefer the moon. You LOVE the idea of being a powerful immortal and and you LOVE having people be afraid of you! You love being powerful and dominate compared to all others!
Your best inspiration comes in the dark of night. Whether it's cramming for that test the night before a big exam or writing that epic poem that has been brewing in you for months now. The night time is the best time for you to think and create. Clearly you are a night owl, the most inspired type of night creature to be. It's okay if you're restless in bed, let your mind wander and see what it creates. Who knows, genius could strike one starry starry night!
You control the common element of water!!!!Congrats! With this element, you can: Create a tidal wave, cause a flood,put out a fire, do anything that has to do with water and you are naturally immune to water.
You are quiet and timid, most likely one of the smarter people in school. You don't have a lot of close friends, but the ones you have mean the world to you. People may avoid you at times, but you don't care. You like to be on your own, anyway. You know most likely better than others what goes on around you. You can see the good and bad in everything, and you don't overlook anything. You are a little bit of a perfectionist, you can't stand clutter. You like to finish anything you start 100 percent, not missing anything. Although you are very calm and self-controlled, you can be very fierce and intimidating when you need to be.
You were quite the introverted one, misunderstood and alone in your thoughts. You would stay up to three o clock in the morning with your pen, sharing your dreams and losses with your beloved journal. Your poems were inspiring mostly to your love interests. Your words were your weapon...weapon of love, that is.
You are Athena! Athena was the Goddess of Crafts and the Domestic Arts and also those of war.She was the patron goddess of Athens. Her symbol was the owl. She was originally the Great Goddess in the form of a bird. By the late Classic, she had come to be regarded as a goddess of wisdom.
You are an agile wolf. You are very down to earth and logical, and prefer to spend time for yourself, but you never seem to give people much of a chance. Your guardian spirit has to work hard when you can't help but look at things one way, not the other.
Blue auras express creativity. People with blue auras usually have a strong attraction to rhythm in music, art and poetry. You love to express yourself in your creations and art. People with blue auras usually are great teachers and great public speakers.
an air sign represented by the waterbearer, aquarius symbolizes an ability 2 give equally 2 all. aquarians r very friendly, outgoing and people-oriented. however, as with all of us, they have less desirable traits as well including unpredictability and detachment.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
You are all about yourself. You're a lover and when things don't go your way you become depressed. Chances are you're a very nice and likeable person but most people don't see that in you. You indulge in writing poetry and music (and perhaps, sometimes, art). You're all about being loved, but sometimes it gets to the point that your love becomes selfishness.
If you have gotten this far in reading my profile without skipping over anything, Congratulations. You may now send me an email (if you wish) containing the words "glazed nut of dough".. This way, i will know that you have truly read it.. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Time is very precious...