Romantic interests:
Blood, Bites, Scratching, Roses
Expert Rendering Intense Kisses and Affection
Get Your Sexy Name
Relationship Status:
Taken so don't fuck with me!
I am Erika. I am I psyvamp. I feed sexually, elementally, and emotionally. I am what they call the wraith type because I can feed from anyone, they cannot block me from feeding from them.
I was awakened a long time ago. But I never knew what I was until about 6 months ago when a fellow vampyre told me what I was and made me realize what I was and that the things I could "do" weren't things normal "humans" could do. Im VERY sensitive to emotions. I can broadcast my emotions to others as well. I am even more sensitive to things such as this when I am touching someone in some way. Most of the time I get pictures or words from others that pop into my brain. There are some people that I am able to block too. However, my step-mother. The weird thing is I cant block her. It really sucks because everything she feels intensifies in me. Even when she is in bed and is having a hot-flash I have one too and I get dizzy and shit. Its fuckedup. But I always thought it was normal. There are other things that I am able to do but dont feel comfortable sharing them right here and now so if you get to know me you might be lucky enough to get to know my "powers" or "disabilities" or whatever you want to call them.
I AM ALONE, HURT, AND TORN INSIDE. I NEVER WANT TO LOVE. I HATE LOVE. LOVE IS WORSE THAN LIFE, WORSE THAN HUMANITY. KILL ME NOW.
I know German and English. I want to learn Italian and French as well. I go to online school so I am on the computer all day long.
I hate my life. I hate people. I always thought I was destined to be alone.
I adhere to the Black Veil laws. I do sway from them now and again, but karma always comes back and bites me in the ass.
I am a Wiccan. Some call me a witch.
I have 3 personalities that have resurfaced from past lives. There is Poison, Syre, Ella, and then there is ME in this life.
I am learning to control all of them so I become one with myself and can harness my actions and thoughts from doing something totally irrational and stupid such as slitting somebody's throat for pissing me off too many times. Yeah. I have anger issues.
I still feel empty inside. I feel alone a lot.
I have very few friends. There is Sarah, Karly (to whom I still love, but she doesn't know), Melly, and Chase.
I am BISEXUAL. However, I am more attracted to girls than guys.
I've had a hard life. If you want to know, just ask, the story is too long and fucking depressing to write here. So just ask.
I am the outcast of my whole entire town. I go to online school because I am a victim of bullying. Why can't silly humans accept people who are different? Who the fuck knows?! Not to mention I am Wiccan and I live in a Christian town, well, to be politically correct, I live in the Christian belt of the fucking USA. So just another reason to be made fun of and being victimized. And that I'm bisexual. And a whole bunch of other reasons. Fuck them all. I'll make it further than any of these stupid fucking country hicks.
I was forced to move here to Missouri when I was 9 from Massachusetts. I was taken by DFS. I'm not gonna elaborate. Just giving an outline.
I've burned a lot of bridges in my life. I feel as if I don't belong and am not meant to be here on this Earth. Whomever made me was playing some sort of cruel fucking joke. Well, they got their laugh now didn't they?
Fuck, I'm just ranting.
The only thing that really keeps me sane is music. I would die without music. I love music from every genre. Music makes me feel like I'm not alone.
I express myself through writing. I am a poet, but unpublished because I don't have the money to get published unfortunately. One day I will though. and it will be titled "Thoughts of a Teenage Outcast" Cuz that's exactly what it is. Aren't I blunt? haha
I hate labels and stereotypes. People say I'm emo or goth. Well ya know, I have my own style. I have my own attitude. I don't really fit in any single label or stereotype listing. I'm just ME. If you don't like it, then shut the fuck up and go the fuck away. I don't need another lecture on how I'm a failure at life and I'm ugly and shit. So just don't. I don't wanna hear what you have to say so don't waste your fucking breath on me. I DO NOT CARE.
LIKES:
Blood
Pain
Sharp Objects
Fangs
DIFFERENT PPL
Music (MY LIFE)
Poetry
Writing
Journals
Books
Reading
School
Learning
Art
Sarcasm
Hate(b/c it's easier to push someone away than to risk getting hurt again)
Uniqueness
Otherworldliness
(witches/vampyres/shape shifters/wolves/weres/etc. etc...
DARKNESS
DISLIKES:
Preps
FAKE people
Stereotypes/labels
Jocks
Immaturity
HUMANITY
People who think they know everything
People who think they can "FIX" me
People who shun those whom are different than the norm
People who are afraid of change
Arrogance
Ignorance
Happiness
LOVE
LIES
Cliques
Assholes
White people who think they are "gangstas" cuz it's just so fucking annoying
Happy people
People who try to CHANGE ME
Well, that's all I can think of right now...
Farourite music/Book/Movies/Games:
I have sooooooo many fucking favorite bands/singers and books. So here is just a few
BOOKS:
Twilight Series
Otherworld Series
A Child Called It
Thirst No. 1 and No. 2
The House of Night Series
The Sookie Stackhouse Series
His Dark Materials
Witch's Bible
Blue Bloods Series
Immortals Series
(to name a few) LOL
MUSIC:
Brockencyde
Distrubed
Suicide Silence
Hinder
Taking Back Sunday
Pink
Christina Aguilera
Papa Roach
Creed
Buckcherry
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Aerosmith
Escape the Fate
All Time Low
Rise Against
Mindless Self Indulgence
AFI
Avenged Sevenfold
Jonas Brothers (I know, totally corny, I KNOW)
Bon Jovi
Damien Rice
Ida Maria
Jay Sean
Metro Station
State of Shock
Jordan Sparks
Eminem
3Oh!3
BoysLikeGirls
Paramore
Seconhand Serenade
Cascada
Imogean Heap
Good Charlotte
Simple Plan
Bowling For Soup
Blink 182
Avril Lavigne
Rhianna
Beyonce
TI
Green Day
SlipKnot
Korn
Cold
(that's all I can list off the top of my head right now. lol)
Height: 5'3 1/3
Eyes: change color mainly deep blue/gray/hazel
Sexual preference: Bisexual
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
Vampire Type: Psyvamp
Status: Empty and Alone
Life: lonely a lot
Borderline Personality Disorder and others but my BPD is why I have 3 sides....only 2 manifest often though.
I look for real love...and I want someone to love and be in their arms for life...not be regected time and time again...
I love someone for who they are...not how they look.
Likes:
honest ppl
ppl who don't pretend to be anyone else
music
poetry
learning
being myself and no one else
Dislikes:
ppl who think the world owes them everything
preps
posers
assholes
ppl who judge before getting to know someone
stereotypes
ppl who discriminate
haters
ppl who don't accept gay/bi/trans/lez ppl
yeah...stuff along those lines..
Borderline Personality Disorder and others but my BPD is why I have 3 sides....only 2 manifest often though.
I look for real love...and I want someone to love and be in their arms for life...not be regected time and time again...
I love someone for who they are...not how they look.
Likes:
honest ppl
ppl who don't pretend to be anyone else
music
poetry
learning
being myself and no one else
Dislikes:
ppl who think the world owes them everything
preps
posers
assholes
ppl who judge before getting to know someone
stereotypes
ppl who discriminate
haters
ppl who don't accept gay/bi/trans/lez ppl
yeah...stuff along those lines..
