I'm a Kandi Raver!!


I AM A BITCH!! GET OVER IT!


I am Angelika (if you would like to know my real name just message me and I will tell you if I feel as though I can trust you) and I'm 18 (as of September 16, 2010). I'm only 5'3" tall and weigh about 85lbs. I love to sing and write. I am lead vocals in a local band here in Nebraska (and yes the weather is extremely bipolar here). I've lived here my whole life but I still can't get over the extreme changes from day to the next. I've had some problems with self-mutilation for about 8 years now and I still do. It has not gotten any better. In fact its gotten worse, much much worse. I do smoke (cigs and weed). I play bass. I'm satanist. I don't give a shit what you think of me and I never will. Get the fuck over it!

I LOVE neon colours but HATE the colour and yellow. I am just ME! And my rule on this is if you don't like who I am you can fuck off because I'm not going to change myself to please anyone.

I have a HUGE thing for guys with piercings and tattoos. Its more a weakness than anything. I think they are super sexy if you have the right body type for it. Tattoos and piercings make me squirm but I love long hair (I dislike body hair though - I like hair on the top of your head). It gives me something to play with when I almost always need to keep my hands pre-occupied so I don't have that undying urge to have a cigarette. That and long hair gives me something to pull on *cough cough*.

I'm single as well....

My yahoo IM is suicidesbestfriend@yahoo.com

My aim IM is AngelikaDeath

Facebook : http://www.facebook.com/KandiRaver

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Happy Birthday!!!

~The Beast~

It is I of whom you dream when you gaze out your window into the starlit night.
Eyes desperately searching the skies, ever longing for my icy touch.

In your dreams you say...

Come to me my sweet.
I cost nothing.
My love is free.

You offer your neck,
You say, "Forever live with me."

I your lord
You my lady.

Together more fearsome than any horror in Hades.

So come my lady, take my hand.
Let me spin my spell, fill your eyes with sand.

For it is in your dreams that i can fly.

Where i come to you.
Kiss you.
Make you sigh.

Do not fret when morning comes and you find that your Dark Prince has gone.

I will return tomorrow night, but always be gone by dawn.

So my lamb as the sun rises to the East,
Kiss me now,
Say farewell to your beast.

I am forever grateful for your bountiful feast.

~Billy, 2010

Have a bloody great Easter...

My friend's band, enjoy m'lady...