I am the girl you'll learn to hate sooner or later. The girl that fears going home because she knows she going to get treated like shit. The one that gets in fights because people think its funny to pick on the sad girl. The girl that hates her life and wants to die. The girl that dated that one guy who ripped her heart out like it was no big deal....
I AM A BITCH!! GET OVER IT!
I am Angelika (if you would like to know my real name just message me and I will tell you if I feel as though I can trust you) and I'm 17 (as of September 16, 2009). I'm only 5'1" tall and weigh about 80lbs. I love to sing and write. I am lead vocals in a local band here in Nebraska (and yes the weather here is extremely bipolar here). I've lived here my whole life but I still can't get over the extreme changes from day to the next. I've had some problems with self-mutilation for about 7 years now and I still do. It has not gotten any better. In fact its gotten worse, much much worse. I do smoke (cigs and weed). I play bass. I'm manic depressive (bipolar). I'm satanist. I don't give a shit what you think of me and I never will. Get the fuck over it!
I LOVE neon colours but HATE the colours white and yellow. Some people call me a little emo kid but I'm not really any (stereotype). I am just ME! And my rule on this is if you don't like who I am you can fuck off because I'm not going to change myself to please anyone.
I have a HUGE thing for guys with piercings and tattoos. Its more a weakness than anything. I think they are super sexy if you have the right body type for it. And frankly some guys don't know if it is right for them to get one or not. So if you aren't sure don't get one. Its common sense. But anyway. Tattoos and piercings make me squirm but I love hair (I dislike body hair though - I like hair on the top of your head). It gives me something to play with when I almost always need to keep my hands pre-occupied so I don't have that undying urge to have a cigarette. That and long hair gives me something to pull on *cough cough*.
I'm single as well....
My yahoo IM is suicidesbestfriend@yahoo.com
My aim IM is AngelikaDeath
http://www.vampirerave.com/profiles/profiles2.php?profile=AngelikaDeath
http://www.vampirefreaks.com/XxRainAndDarknessxX
http://www.myspace.com/Falling_Forever_Dead
Favourite music
Bullet For My Valentine
Combichrist
The Birthday Massacre
Dope Star Inc.
Slipknot
And many many more...
